Life on the Road, Pt 1

I hate how when someone asks how you’re feeling, you’re expected to decide on one emotion that encompasses all your thoughts, feelings, triumphs and challenges since you last spoke and then respond in a timely manner.

Because I’ve felt a million and one emotions since I opened my eyes this morning. And I’m sure I’ll feel a couple thousand more before I lull myself to sleep tonight overthinking… planning… creating….

So when someone finds out we’re going to be full time roadies they usually say something like,

“That’s awesome! Are you excited?!”

or

“Really?! Aren’t you worried about XYZ?”

I immediately go into an internal spiral of thoughts and feelings because, YES I’m so freaking excited you have no idea!! But also, YES I’m worried about XYZ, as well as all the other letters in the alphabet.

I’m also curious what kinds of mindset changes this adventure will bring.

I’m nervous that I might feel isolated.

I’m stoked to be so close to the mountains and have a 5 minute walk to the woods.

I’m overwhelmed by how much stuff I have.

I’m happy my dogs will get to spend more time with us!

I’m sad that friends and family that hold judgement for this decision gave slowly slipped away.

I’m THANKFUL that I gave the opportunity to build my dream life.

But for now, let’s just say..

I’m feeling great 😬 Thanks for asking!